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**WARNING: THIS PAGE CONTAINS GRAPHIC, LEWD & INAPPROPRIATE VERBIAGE.**

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Phoenix #3 (male)

11/16/2014

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I came home from school and you made me sit down at the coffee table. Their were porn magazines open and spread all over the table. You told me to look at them. I did and everything worked fine.

You then told me to get into the bed. I did. I was nervous. This was not right... it didn't feel right. However, I did as I was told.

You then, told me to perform oral sex on you. I didn't want to. But you made me, nonetheless. And due to the fact that you were so big ( an overweight adult woman) and I was so small ( a 7 year old, thin boy )...I couldn't breathe...you tasted like urine.

So, I ran and you gave chase. When you caught me, you beat me so hard that I tried to fit in between the refrigerator and the stove' like I was a cat running away from a torturer.
After the beating, you made me take a nap. I was thankful for that kindness as I needed the rest. When I woke up it was over…

It was over physically, but emotionally and mentally that one event has stayed with me for life. However, this letter is to let you know that for years I've lived with this and told this story over and over again. Not as a victim, but as victor. Sad news friend, you lose... 


Forever.


-Phoenix #3
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Phoenix #1 (female)

11/10/2014

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Father’s Day 2005
 
I hate you you motherfucker.  You know what I plan to do on father’s day this year?  Pay $5 to get a silhouette target and pretend to shoot the hell out of you!  Doesn’t that sound like a great father’s day?  I hate you!  I hate you son of a bitch!  Was it worth it you sick bastard?  You goddamn punk! You made your own three-year-old daughter suck you dick!  Was it worth losing every fucking ounce of respect from your daughter? 
 
My Father’s Day wish for you…
 
I hope that this Father’s Day this year reminds you of everything you could have had, everything you gave up, and all of the hell you put your own daughter through.  I hope that the sunrise brings regret and the sunset brings despondency.  For Father’s Day this year, I wish you pain and sorrow. Soon you will be 65 years old, and I hope that impotency is repaying you for your disgusting lack of self-control.  Was it really all worth it?  Let me ask you again….was it worth it?  The day your life expires is the day I will be free of my past, free of the demons you left me with.  What a pathetic legacy you will leave; a legacy of disrespect, dishonor, and distrust.  You missed my whole life, and all you left me with was confusion, rage, and a warped sense of love and sexuality.  Thanks for an unforgettable childhood from hell.  Do you have any clue what kind of hurt and damaged life I have lived because of you?  Do you know, Don?  Can you feel the hate in my words?  Can you feel my anger towards you?  Can you feel me beating the shit out of you?  How does it make you feel Don, to know that your daughter was molested, and the bastard who did it was you?
                                   
What a shame you are.  Sure, blame it on your mom, your dad, or your own dysfunctional childhood – but that is no excuse for your behavior!!  You make me so sick.  You are a disgusting old man, and you are not my father.  A real man, real father does not make his daughter suck his dick!  This father’s day, and every father’s day, I hope you are reminded how much I abhor and despise you.  Rot in hell you sick son of a bitch – that’s what you deserve!

-PHOENIX #1
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Phoenix #2 (male)

11/9/2014

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Dear ST,


This letter to you has been 36 Long years coming.  You sick fucking motherless fuck. I fucking hate you with everything i have for raping me brutally. I would Like nothing more than to make you die a slow, brutal, misErable death like the one you have given me.  You took my childhood from me, because of you sick fucking actions i am so fucked up mentally that my life is a living hell, your sickness changed me, introducing me to an evil no child should ever know.  When you tore me open with your fucking cock I bled for days and still bleed inside my soul because you are a fucKing child molester, I think death is to good for you but i also want you dead, you are useless to manKind and i despise you, I hate you, I hate you, i fucking hate you,  don't ever cross my path you fuck, I will send you to hell one piece at a time, and if you get  lonely there i will behappy to send you some company as well, fuck you, forever your mortal enemy, 

Phoenix #2 
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